Everybody wants a piece of me
I just don't know where to turn

- Corrinne May "Little Superhero Girl"

 

Have been feeling like that recently.

Canceled piano lesson today because I reckoned I'd just be wasting my teacher's time and mine.

Attachment has extinguished much music inspiration. If you notice, I don't even talk about it anymore.

Went for "Songs of Solomon" bible study @ EXPO instead. Awesomeness. It was like going to a petrol station for refill.

Haven't been attending orchestra rehearsals for 2 weeks already. And to think I have 4 performances this weekend... No amount of prayer will help if one doesn't practise. Period. :(

Might have to miss my Indo meeting later in the morning for soundcheck @ EXPO. More like rehearsals for me.

I dunno.

My guard has been up for the longest time. Been sick a few times, but just gotta hang on and persevere...

2 more weeks to end of attachment. I might just crumple after that. When my guard is down, when my body lets loose, who knows what suppressed symptoms might manifest themselves. *Shrug*

Like a soldier, he may injure himself during a war, only to realise it after the war, when he starts to feel the pain.

 

At the end of the day,
after all's been said and done,
I still love nursing. :)

I guess we can't run away from our calling.